Friday, October 8, 2010

Santa Cruz

10/8/10 So im sitting at a coffee house yet again trying to calculate the direction of the next few years and I'm afraid to say that I have somewhat embraced the California/Santa Cruz attitude of ill find it or it will find me. I suppose I always had that attitude I just needed a place to express it and expression is what this community is all about. I honestly haven't had much of a life in this paradise since a poor decision on the road resulted in huge expenses and a loss of transportation thus making attending law school difficult/impossible in year one and then a bad business decision to form a partnership for a Kung Fu school with a person not focused on the bottom line in year two put me here in year three scratching my head for ideas.

I extrapolate human behavior from my own experiences since I always expected that most people share a common interest. In my head, that common interest has always been to be happy by making others happy and to live in a beautiful place with a supportive community. As ive come to realize there is another side to human nature, take as much as I can before someone takes it from me. I recognize this view since it was in my own family. This selfish approach to life is but one of speed bumps the world faces today as it tries to evolve.

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