Thursday, August 11, 2011

slight of hand

deposited 20k at the community bank third quarter of 2010. explained a business idea for those funds and the conclusion was a line of credit. In January 2011 an asset became available...so i went to the bank but the documentation was for a term loan. Term loan means you only get this much where a line of credit is u get this much now and if you want more later its here for you cause i got your back cause im a bank and you let me use your money for 4 months. I questioned it and was told we'd change it later but was denied when tried. I went to the top and he threw the whole government at me in denying me.
I conclude that once people get what they want they really dont have much incentive to give you what you want. its not that people make themselves victims its that other people make them victims and the ones that say something are just cry babys but since this is about humanity its really that others need to wake up. its all over music and its really sad that the only way people listen is if its commercially available at the highest level and then its just music.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Santa Cruz

10/8/10 So im sitting at a coffee house yet again trying to calculate the direction of the next few years and I'm afraid to say that I have somewhat embraced the California/Santa Cruz attitude of ill find it or it will find me. I suppose I always had that attitude I just needed a place to express it and expression is what this community is all about. I honestly haven't had much of a life in this paradise since a poor decision on the road resulted in huge expenses and a loss of transportation thus making attending law school difficult/impossible in year one and then a bad business decision to form a partnership for a Kung Fu school with a person not focused on the bottom line in year two put me here in year three scratching my head for ideas.

I extrapolate human behavior from my own experiences since I always expected that most people share a common interest. In my head, that common interest has always been to be happy by making others happy and to live in a beautiful place with a supportive community. As ive come to realize there is another side to human nature, take as much as I can before someone takes it from me. I recognize this view since it was in my own family. This selfish approach to life is but one of speed bumps the world faces today as it tries to evolve.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

what do you need

fantasy island if you can
services everywhere
massage heaven
time to try a few

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Thoughts

A city that preys on its citizens should not be rewarded. Parking meter hell.